Get Real! I Might Be Pregnant, And Everyone Wants Me To Do Something Different


Gabi asks:

I used to
be on birth control, but when I found out I was taking it wrong I had to stop. I’m
supposed to start it again the Thursday after I get my period… that
is if my period comes. This is why I’m here. My boyfriend and I had
unprotected sex, and I asked my mom if my period could be late because
I’m no longer on birth control. She became suspicious and a few days later we
talked. I’m 17, by the way. She told me if I am pregnant that I’d have
to abort it because I don’t have the money or time to support a
newborn, not to mention I’m starting college in August. She told me if
I want to keep it then I can’t live in her house. If I want to keep it,
I have to PROVE to her that I am old enough to deal with it. So my
question is directed towards abortion. How is an abortion performed,
and does it hurt? I’m starting to get a little worried now because my
period is late… and I can not (emotionally) handle a Pregnancy Test.
I just can’t. I told my boyfriend, who is 20, the situation. He’s
Mexican, and I am white. He freaked out because they’re Catholic, and
don’t believe in abortion and they’re all family oriented. He kinda got
mad and was like, "you’re going to kill my f—— baby." My mom told
me he doesn’t have a say in this whole situation, so I guess I have
another question… how can I help him cope with this? Or is this
something he just has to cope with himself? Thanks for reading, hope
you can help! (I’m sure you can!!! :])

Heather replies:

Hey there, Gabi. Have a deep breath, and let it out good and slow: it is going to be okay.

I want to make something clear from the get-go. YOU are the one who
gets the final say here. Not your boyfriend, but also not your Mom,
either. Making a choice about a pregnancy is a big deal, it’s something
you — far more than they — need to live with for the whole of your
life, and you are the one any choice you make impacts the most. So,
should you be pregnant, it’s really important that the person your
choice is most okay with is you. Your boyfriend needs to understand
that, but so does your mother.

She’s not obligated to pay for a child you have or help you out, but
she also doesn’t get to dictate what choice you make. That choice
belongs to you, okay? There are several ways to manage any of your
three options — pregnancy and parenting, pregnancy and adoption, or
abortion — so that they are workable, but what makes any of them the
most workable is that they’re the choice you want to make, for
yourself. No one — no one at all — should be TELLING you what you are
going to do here: everyone should be ASKING you.

First things first? You need to get that pregnancy test once it’s
been around two weeks since your risk, or when your period is late,
whichever comes first. If your period is already late, then now is the
time to take that test. This is one of those things you just can’t
waste time with, because the window for making reproductive choices is
so small, and the longer you wait to verify a pregnancy, the more
limited your choices can become.

I know it’s hard and nervewracking, most of us have been there
before, and hardly look back on those heart-stopping three-minute waits
on pregnancy test results fondly. But it really is a lot harder NOT to
know than it is TO know, and it’s something you’ve just got to do. You
CAN handle this. You can. If you need some extra support, call your
best friend and ask for some company while you take the test. But
you’ve just got to step it up and do this, gal, and there’s really no
sound way around it. It also just doesn’t make much sense to get in
tangles with your family and boyfriend about what you’ll do with a
pregnancy that may not even exist. For all you know right now, there’s
just no need for any of this strife or worry.

Once you take that test, if it’s negative, I want you to ask
everyone to leave you alone for a little while so that you can just
sink into that feeling of relief for a little bit and let go of all of
this stress. You can deal with talking more to all of them later, and
I’ll touch on that in a minute. But this stuff is crazy-stressful, so
you taking care of yourself takes priority.

If it’s positive, then before you tell anyone else (sparing your
friend, if you had one with you), again, I’d suggest you take a little
time alone to just breathe, let it sink in, and think about what YOU
want most, considering nobody else BUT you and any potential child. If
by any chance you can stop by a bookstore when you get that pregnancy
test, I have a pretty substantial chapter of my book
that deals expressly with helping women make choices about a pregnancy
you might find helpful. But I’ll give you some links and Cliff’s Notes
here, in case that’s not possible.

You asked about abortion procedures, so here is an in-depth rundown on how those go: All About Abortion.
You ask if it hurts, and the straight answer to that is that for most
women, early abortion is not greatly physically painful. Early surgical
abortion is a very short procedure. In general, getting the anesthetic
causes a short, sharp pain, and for the rest of the procedure — where
you will at least have a local anesthetic, and at some clinics, you can
also have conscious sedation or be put to sleep — a woman may feel
some things that feel uncomfortable or weird (just because you may not
be used to feeling something within your cervix, for instance), but
nothing horrendously painful. Right at the very end of an abortion, you
may feel a bit of cramping, but at that point, it’s pretty much over.
In terms of emotional pain, that primarily depends on the woman and if
abortion is truly what she wanted: for obvious reasons, women who abort
when they don’t really want to, or don’t want to at all, tend to find
abortion far more emotionally painful than those who terminated because
it’s what they wanted to do. This is another reason why it’s so
important that if you choose abortion, it’s really your choice,
not anyone else’s. Some women feel very sad and depressed, others feel
very relieved and elated, and it’s safe to say that the majority feel
somewhere in between.

Your other option is to remain pregnant and either parent or arrange
an adoption. If you want some sound counseling on all of these options,
the counselor at any abortion clinic will provide this for you, making
sure you have all the information you need to consider your choices to
do their best to help you be sure you’re making the one that is right
for you.


If you’d like some general information on those other two options,
your best bet is to get in touch with a reproductive options counselor,
either via an abortion clinic, and Planned Parenthood branches
(1-800-230-PLAN) offer this as well. Because laws, resources and
policies tend to differ from state to state and country to country when
it comes to teen pregnancy, it’s best to get in touch with someone who
can connect you to local resources so that you know what may be
available for you per parenting or adoption. For instance, if you want
to parent, your city or state may have good programs to give you
financial assistance… or they may not, and either of these things may
obviously influence your choice.

I’d also like to direct you to a really fantastic resource for pregnant teens: http://www.momdadimpregnant.com/ Another very good one, which offers an interactive workbook for making sound reproductive choices is: http://www.pregnancyoptions.info/

I can also direct you to an excellent hotline which can provide pro-choice, all-option pregnancy counseling: Backline – 1-888-493-0092.
That hotline is toll-free, and their lines are open evenings Monday -
Thursday from 5 – 10 PM PST, and Friday – Sunday from 10 AM – 3 PM PST.
If you need someone, even right now, to talk you through any of this,
that’s a great place to call.


I know this is a lot of information to digest right now, but let’s be sure all your questions are answered.

Once you feel certain about what choice you’re going to make, that’s
the time to tell the people close to you. I use the word tell, because
it is tell, NOT ask. This isn’t about them: it’s about you. They may or
may not support whatever choice you make, and may or may not be in
agreement, but they need to accept it, and that’s on them, not you.
You’re not responsible for their processing, just like they’re not
responsible for yours. If you suspect that in telling either your
parent or your boyfriend that they’re not going to deal with it well,
I’d suggest that again, you have a friend you can trust to support you
be with you when you tell them. (And if you don’t have any close
friends, think a bit, and pick someone who isn’t close yet, but could
be. You’d be amazed at how incredibly people who aren’t that close can
be when it comes to stepping up with a pregnant friend in need.)

In terms of your boyfriend, you know, he made his reproductive
choice already: he chose to have sex, and unprotected sex, at that. I
don’t feel it is fair or sound for men to presume that they can have
the choices they want when it’s about someone else’s body and a
pregnancy which they are not carrying themselves. If he wanted a say in
a pregnancy, or wanted to arrange to be a parent, that’s a discussion
he and you would have needed to have together, in advance of any sex.
Really, for future reference, that’s something you will generally
always want to do with a male partner. Even when you’re using reliable
birth control, it does still sometimes fail, so when it comes to
heterocourse, pregnancy is always a risk. It’s ideal to be able to talk
about what you’d each want to do in advance, so that you can make the
best choices when it comes to having sex with someone. For instance, if
you find out before sex that you and a potential partner are in great
disagreement about how you think you’d want to manage a pregnancy, that
probably isn’t a great person to have sex with. If you were to find out
a partner would not understand and respect that this is YOUR choice if
it happens, again, that’s someone likely better to stay out of the
sheets with.

But for right now, this is largely something he needs to cope with
himself, and to understand that he had a choice, and one without any
real risk: choosing simply not to have sex was an option for him, and
one with no heavy consequences at all. That’s not what he chose, and now, the choices are yours, not his.

When you tell him what choice you want to make, I’d be clear that
while you understand he has his own feelings about this, he is not the
one pregnant, nor is he the one who will be ultimately responsible, no
matter your choice. If he is upset with a choice you are going to make,
I’d acknowledge his upset, and acknowledge your difference of opinion,
but make clear that however hard that is, it’s most important that the
choice made feels best to the person who is actually pregnant, and I’d
ask for his support.

If you want to help him out, you could pass on that same hotline I
gave to you: he could call them to talk and get support, too. You might
also find that reading or passing on this article is helpful: Hey, Boyfriend! Male Reproductive Choices. (I also have a section in my book for the "Dads" when it comes to dealing with and accepting women’s reproductive choices.)

Too, I’d have a think about if continuing a sexual relationship
with your boyfriend is really the best thing for you from here on out,
particularly if he can’t be supportive of your choices and you two have
a major difference of opinion when it comes to what to do with an
unplanned pregnancy. I don’t know what the situation was with the
unprotected sex you had, but in the event that he exerted any pressure
on you to have sex when you didn’t want to, or have unprotected sex
when you didn’t want to, that’d be one more reason to step away from a
sexual relationship with him from here on out. lastly, once you’re
through this crisis, you should arrange for a full STI screening, as
unprotected sex put you at those risks, too.

And really, similar stuff goes for your Mom. Again, she certainly
gets a say when it comes to paying for a child if you decide on
pregnancy, but she can’t lawfully kick you out of the house as a minor
if that’s what you choose. She also cannot arrange an abortion for you
if that isn’t what you want. If you decide to remain pregnant, having
talked to someone at one of those hotlines, you can let her in on what
resources are available to you and how you are thinking you’re going to
manage it. I’d also advise that if you choose abortion, even given it’s
what SHE wants, that if you feel any tension with her, that you find
someone else to go with you for your abortion. You will need the most
therapeutic environment you can have, and feeling like you’ve been
marched to the clinic by someone angry isn’t going to provide that. If
you need help in working it out with her, this is another arena where
you can ask the support staff at the clinic — on the phone, in advance
– for help.

That’s about the whole of it at this point. Start with that test. I
know it’s tough, but you’ve just got to do it, and you CAN handle it.
Take it from there, and know that ANY choice that feels like the
rightest choice for you is a right choice. If you need extra support,
call on friends, call those hotlines, or you can come to the message boards here,
anytime, and we can talk you through this, too. Beyond just making your
choice, or dealing with the choice you’ve made, you might also need
some support if (as things often do) this whole situation alters your
relationship with your boyfriend or with your Mom, changes how you
think about your life, the works. We’re here if you need more help.

Hang in there.

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  • invalid-0

    If you decide to carry this baby to term, some people will try to talk you into giving up your baby for adoption. They will paint a rosy picture, about how “open adoption” will allow you to remain a part of the baby’s life.
    Don’t be fooled. Up to 70% of “open adoptions” close, often suddenly, in almost every case when the adopters cut off contact from the mother. Any promises made to you about continuing contact with your child are not legally enforceable.
    Open or closed, adoption destroys mothers.

  • invalid-0

    Is it the kind who is not legally here? Are you, the questioner, not the rest of US voyeurs here, sure you’re not really removing his anchor? If his family objects to abortion, it should have no problem supporting you, your baby AND him, even if he makes less than minimum wage, unless, of course, they’re also illegal. Mom can’t kick you out the house while you’re 17 but don’t be surprised if she counts down to the exact minute you were born 18 years ago AND THEN TOSSES YOU OUT! She could also provoke a fight and get the cops to haul you away for assault so birthing the child she can’t afford (by the way, where’s YOUR daddy? Thought so) becomes the state’s headache and not hers. As to your boyfriend being 20, did you start having sex with him when you were below the age of consent? Can you be so sure your boyfriend is not spreading his seed around hoping to impregnate some other American female for the purpose of permanent residency for himself and his family? btw: it wasn’t clear if he knew all the time he was with you that you were even ON birth control, nor how has he taken that whole aspect of your relationship, especially since Catholics believe any mechanical/organic/pharmaceutical form of birth control is also a sin.
    I know I’m adding a lot of baggage to your back as you journey through this difficult process but I think you need it. When I was in Trenton State College, back in the ’70s, several years after the Roe decision, a student at my school got pregnant and wanted an abortion, but the boyfriend wanted her to carry to term, so he got an injunction to keep her from getting one. Legend has it she arrived in New York City by helicopter and got it there. I was fortunate enough to meet her in her graduation year and it was obvious to me she did the right thing for herself and the women of her time.
    In the current economic climate, regardless of how good or bad the actors around you are, whoever wants you to bear a child BEFORE getting a college education should SHOW YOU THE MONEY! Not stocks, not annuities, not gold, certainly not drugs, but cold, hard cash. Out of principle, I would have gone to the nearest abortion clinic when the expletive was dropped to reward his disrespect, but so many red flags have gone up with what we’ve read, I can’t see putting off college, possibly permanently, to bear a child who may be subjected to violence from the father: love from only one of two living parents under one roof is not enough love for any child.
    Should your boyfriend actually be illegal, and/or should he have had sex with you before the age of consent, assuming the age difference in your state qualifies him as an offender, AND you get an abortion, it is your patriotic duty to turn him in to the police and ICE. Should you decide to be patriotic, be sure to do it days AFTER the abortion because he will try to anchor himself to this country by preserving the evidence to keep him here. Otherwise, you’ll see hundreds of Bible-thumpers poking through medical waste to find his DNA link to this country. I kid you not.

  • invalid-0

    ANY choice that feels like the rightest choice for you is a right choice

    How sad. You’re talking about the murder of an innocent baby, a victim of the irresponsibility of two teenagers, and you’re telling this teenager that she should do…whatever she feels like doing.

    Heather, that’s what got her into the problem in the first place. She didn’t act on principle, she was irresponsible. You’re encouraging her to continue in that irresponsibility, rather than recognizing her moral obligation to at least bring her child to term. I hope someday you will begin to use the mind God gave you to counsel people in a productive way, rather than to continue following a selfish, hedonistic life that only leads to unhappiness and spiritual death for its practitioners, and physical death for their unborn children.